Anonymous asked: do you know who daniels gf is? or if he 100% has one? how'd ya find out? whatta dick

Natalie Deprez. He told me. 


Too bad I’m always going to come in second.

Anonymous asked: what was your last relationship like from beginning to end?

I loved Daniel. We started off great, we saw each other everyday, enjoyed being with eachother, we’re happy to be with each other. He treated me like a princess. We were so excited every time we got to sleep next to each other and wake up to eachother. Then things started to change, he started drinking and hanging out with bad people, he cheated on me. We broke up very shortly, and I got back with him. Things started to get better again. I was happy to be wit him. I missed him constantly, he fell in love and so did I. I never have been so happy. He started going through shit with his family and got kicked out. He moved in with my dad and I, and I was so happy. We were doing great. He got a full time job, we lived together and every time he came home I was so happy to see him and be with me. He bought me my promise ring for our 6 month and that’s when I knew he was who I wanted to marry, I knew I was actually in love. I used to see him at work all the time and bring him lunch. then one day, something started to get bad. We started arguing more and more and one day he snapped and slapped me. I thought it was going to be a one time thing, but it progressively got worse. I didn’t want to lose him andI tried everything to make him happy with me. I was hurting and struggling every day for him. I went to new York and he was super weird the whole time I was gone. Web I came back, I found out he cheated on me again, and I literally never hurt so bad. I wanted to still be wit him after that because I thought he was the one I was supposed to be with. I loved him, I was truly in love with him. After we broke up, he continued to manipulate me, making me think he wanted to be with me one day, and the next he didn’t. Now he has a girlfriend and has completely gotten over me. This relationship has made me the happiest and has hurt me more than anything else. I hate how everything turned out because honestly, I would still do anything to make him happy and to be his again, even though I can’t. And even though I know we are not meant to be with each other, he will always have a place in my heart as my first love. And I’ll never forget him, or our relationship. You can’t forget your best friend.


Anonymous asked: how did you lose weight? what was your diet? how did you stick to it? exercise??

I was bulimic and I began to starve myself. I walked and ran everyday. It was a very unhealthy thing to do, and I’m still struggling to make it stop.


I miss having someone to look forward to seeing everyday.

Ugh. Im so lonely right now. And all I want to do is see you, but I can’t. I can’t even talk to you.


iheartbreakdowns:

Alex Koehler
thrillkillkult:

taa
Just because the physical abuse is over,

Doesn’t mean the emotional abuse is…