We had all these plans. I don’t want to see everything go to waste. Why am I still holding on to something that isn’t there?
But he’s not himself anymore.
Then when i wake up in the morning, you’re still on my mind.
I needed you. You came to save me.
Then you left again.
I miss feeling safe with you.
Please come home and let me feel safe again.
This isn’t my home anymore, unless you’re here.
I can’t do this.
I don’t know why.
I wish I didn’t want him to stay.
Or want him to be around me.
And he should be the one to make my heart ache go away.
Not the one causing it.
I want my boyfriend back, my best friend back.
The guy I’m in love with back.
Haha. And this morning.